I treasure every person I have met in my life, and when I lost them, I believe there's a reason for that. :)
i am sorry.
you are always nice to me, in fact you would always bring sunshine into other people's lives.
the compassion you possess amazes me, and you are such a total opposite of me.
maybe i still remember how we met few years ago,
we became close quite instantly and you would always take effort to know and care about me.
i am sorry, that i am no good in showing my love or novelty towards you, my dear friend.
for now i have seen and experienced how people leave, i really don't want you to leave.
i have always told others, how you are the only person who can soften my hard-built heart,
and you are the only person i would cares to.
and how i can't say no to you, yes you.
some people said i am cold,
some said i have changed,
yes you do notice i have changed but the fact that you are able to stay with me,
through thick and thin,
the small spot in my heart was touched.
i tried.
i did try to show how much i appreciate your presence in my life.
how thankful i am to god that He gives me such a wonderful person like you.
and now i am praying to god,
to please don't take you away from me,
to please let you stay.
still, i failed.
i have failed to tell you how much you mean to me,
how i have fought for you (and yes, you did not know this),
how this friendship is one of the bonds that i wish to be eminent in my life.
i hope you acknowledge how i feel about you, deep down in my heart.
for that i have other friends to look up to,
to say sorry to,
i find you deserve to be in the first place.
i am proud to call you my friend.
:')
hey,
i hope you know who you are.
if you are close enough with me,
you should know.