Dear Bee .

Dear bee ,   
with love . 

I miss us so bad like nothing else in the world ,
I miss the silliness , us two goofy girls ,
I've looked for you out there in other ,
But i failed horribly ,
I became my own stranger .

I wont say ' IMISSYOU ' right to your face ,
I wont even share this piercing longing i embraced ,
Knowing you're fine is all i need to make sure , 
But how i wish you are fine with me behind ya .

I suck at saying ' ILOVEYOU ' , 
But ah ,
So are you,
I suck real bad ,
So i'll just leave you to ,
Just think of me once in any given nights , 
Hopefully the darkness will turn itself bright .


You are in good hand ,
Now , 
In fact , so secure ,
For that , rest assured ,
Take care of yourself my lovely piece of my soul ,
Know that i'm never complete without you ,
I'am --
A lost ghoul . 



p / s :
 For i suck at saying goodbyes .